wah wah.. i pnyr cti rye strt this coming khmis..i feel so so so excted...wah wah wah mcm ddk oberSi lima enam thun n this is first tme nk blik lg..aigoooo..lnguh tgan mnaip..ii 'm looking for eone xtualyy. ooo..typing error..mls nk re taip..someone sbmrnya..i keep rmmber my roomte..lili,za bzzy..rndoo kt dyorg ..i mne ad roomte lain excpt tht 3 bdak..hahaha ..i rfer to yht sufy

ho ho ho

Hari yg d tggu..hjgm ggu...i feel so hppy.xyh p kje...boring...tik tok tik tok..the time is running out..i needto do alot of thing but...i do not know where to start??? My jubah day dah x lma dahhh..need to fnd a new attire..xkn nk pkai the same bju yg p kls..lamee...hri yg d nnti

frust frust frust

tik tok tik tok,, days to days,, i'm still here,, counting the day..aigoo.. i feel so frust, so sad.. i did not get even a single phone called or even email for anyone.. i looking for he employement,, i'm really hope that i can get a job,, just a proper job,, to let my soul feel more calm,, but,, until today,, i still in a hoping mode,, life is so hard,, it beyond my expectation,, with the people that have big mouth rather than their brain,, pok pek pok pek,, it hurt me ok..and now,, i'm doing this job,, i hate this job because of the situasion taht make me feel uncomfortable,, anything could happen and people change,, a great cgpa does not promise u a job.. that what i learn,,
my parent also did not understand my situation,, oo... hard to describe..

my post

OHIOOOO...ELO
hmmm,,, LOL,, i'm break my promise,, berlagak,, nk taip one n3 per day,, last2 ni je yg i mampu,,hahahaha...as usual tooo many thing that i want to share here,, ohh... ayat cliche i,, firstly let look to the thesis,, finally, i'm already finish up my draft, i hope it will have only a small correction whereby i'm only need to do,, i'm hope for a miracle.
todays is monday, my last week for me at this organization,, today i meet the new intern student,, and i as a otai here,,bully themm,,hahaha.. ternampak imej buruk i,, bia p la,, xheran asal i happy,, HAHAHAHA,,
my feeling rightnow,,i'm feel so glad,, only for this time.. oooo,,aigooo,, my next task,, prepare all the document for my last day.. prepare the logbook,, olso for the thesis,, i need to prepare the table for the LR..
i'm now faced a financial problem,,i need to do something to get the money,, at list a pocket money,, i'm need to refreshing my mind,, haruuuu... seeem like i need a fresh air,, berlagak je,,, hahahahaha
i'm have too many dream,,i hope one day, i able to sew my own dress since i really like to design my own dress,, there alot of fesyen of baju,,dress or anything.. that i would like to make it for real,, i want to dress up with my own design,, i also want to try the beauty product called aurawhite,, if i have pocket money,,i'm hope that i able to buy and try it,, i want to do something on my face,, i want to look awesome,,
now i wait for my product that would like to try,, tanaka by DEA,, i been wait for this since last week,, i eager to try this and also make a diffeerence to my skin colour,, i want to learn how to put makeup in a proper way,, i really love to be beauty and preetyy..

dot dot

aloha... too many thing that i would write here,, too many thing bother my mind.. lets start with my thesis.. aigoooo.. i have texting my advisor then what i get here, she just said please refer on her master thesis and the others publish journal,,oh my,,her thesis is too different from mine, so, i just follows the style of writing,, but it too difficult because what i would write down if i refer to her writing style,it look like a repeating the same thing,, while,,if i refer to the others publish journal, oohh,, which one i'm should refer,,i have a lot of type of journal with different kind of test even they use the secondary style.i feel so stress,, i'm feel like to cry, blur and sometime i'm fell i'm like to give up..then, when i texting my friend, she said,,remember this thesis just four credit hour only,, please do not work so hard,, it make me more stress,, it same like i need to do my thesis not seriously, cincai cincai bab kata org.. but that not my style, i want to write my thesis and feel satisfied with it. cincai is not my type. soooo stress,, it seems like i tgah merangkak dlam gelap mlm tanpa lmpu tpi ad peta, thet peta only have the petunjuk arah... that my situation right now. oke, tak hbis lgi crite thesis. i xtahu mcm mne nk describe my feeling,, i too takut if my writing style was wrong but i need to re editing and re do it back,, no wayyy..
now, lets go to my life. i think i should restructure by life back.

one entry a day,keep my stress away ..

olala.. rumah xde letrik this morning.. aigooo too difficult when preparing myself to go for a work,, tooo difficult,, need to choose the baju kurung,the tudung that sesuai,yg x pyah nk iron,,one more thing, my makeup beg tertiggal kat ofis ini,, itu lah careless sgt,, smalam lgi lah teruk tertidor awal smpaikan kerja tak sempat nk buka..
one apple a day, keep a doctor away.. one entry a day, keep my stress away..should use that word as my tereed mark! hahahahaha
i suka sgat tgok kulit muka che ta,, dah la putih,gebu plak tue..mekap pom cntik.. i wish one day my kulit muka mcm tue,, awesomeee!!!! i dah rncng2,ingt nk cuba produk aurawhite.. tggu lah i krja after this,,dpt income,,terus beli.. my target lah for nowadays.
ofis pagi2 mesti bising,, harini sebab tupperware hijau,,dok berebut nk beli,, bingit telinga,,dah la suara empunya ofismate ,, klau xde dy,sure x bising ofisss.. satu lgi,, ni i tgah rasa nak marah,, i kna buat krja dy from a to z.. ohhh sakitnya hati,, dah rasa aura api dlm tubuh time dy nk dleegate krja dy..it look like, lembu pnye susu sapi dapat nama.. i have my own work,tp dy xkisah ,, as long as kje dy siap, actuaaly krja tue penting,, need approval from boss,that why suruh i.. myakitkan hati.. dah la i selekeh hari ni
my team mate buat hal lgi,, smlm x bls sms,, revenge time kot.. lantak dy la,, nk mgata i ke, ape ke,, yg pnting dy pjm duit i tp xbyar.. rasa nk booooo sama dy..
smlm i baca novel lama,, tersentuh hati kecil ku,, mgalir jgak air mata  tp baca separuh jalan sbb overly mgantuk..ingt nk smbg jp lgi,, siap bwk dtg ofis,gila pnyer kepala otak,, krja bertimbun2,, dan dan lagi pk nk bca nebel lov story,, sms from my bff i xblas lgi,, ooorrhhh teruk btol i..
skrg turn to bab ganti puasa,, i x ingt ckup ke x i kna gnti puasa..so let say i xckup,,so kna gnti lgi..

babliibooooo

bukan namanya kehidupan tanpa sebarang dugaan. hidup ak tak pernah aman tanpa di duga. dugaan datang bertimpa timpa and then at one point, i realize that i'm able to adapt that challenge. i think i realize it after i need to face other challenges. 

that i called hikmah. for now on, i think i should reschedule back my game plan or should i called my plan for future. 

this blog also something that i tak expect to create because now i'm too busy with all the thesis,work bla bla bla..thanks to mr google because create this kind of thing. i assume that this kind of thing as my space to write something that from bottom of my heart,  a place that will substitute the old type of diary. i use to have a diary but it become a nightmare to me. it cannot keep my secret because it speeek laugher that a diary should be. 

this kind of thing should i called it as my babliiiiboo right now..bother me .so, that why i'm too eager to write it and create it.

 my life is not too easy as i think i should be.. the last semester to finish up my degree really tough..  i tooo stress especially when ... ssah nk describe, but what i can said here,ssah nak masuk bab kata org melayu.

life life life